The new me

I am so tired of everyone telling me to stop losing weight. I even say i am doing this for my self and not for anyone else. They tell me that i am fine the way i am. I don't feel fine. I feel fat. I am sick of everyone saying that to me. Just say i look nice in my outfit or wow u look like u lost alot of weight. Don't tell me to stop and blow me off when i tell u that i need to lose another 50lbs to be healthy. I am getting hurt and frustrated. I feel u r putting me down or blowing me off. cause i am not listening to u to stop.