My weight loss journey

I have'nt posted anything since last year so here is my most recent. I did fail miserably last year trying to lose weight I started again in July of this year again and have been doing well. Slow weight loss but at least I am losing. I go to weight watchers meetings at least 3 out of 4 a month. I lose about 1 - 1 1/2 lbs a week. I have had a few bad days this month and trying to stop having bad days. I pick myself back up after about 3 days of not doing well  exercising and then I start where I left off very time. I do continue to count my points even if I mes up. This way I can stil keep track of what I am doing. Being lonely for my husband messes with me alot. I do have my lil 2 year old grandson hee that has lived with me of since the day he was born. I don't know what i would do without him at all. I love him so much he keeps me going. If I am having bad days he gets me back up again. I would like to meet other people like me that deal with same kinds of daily trials and tribulations as I do and maybe has there lil grand babies living with them. I just need some extra help with the motivation aspect of it and advice etc. Thanks fro reading!