Where to start

Ok i was without a computer for over a month and had no access to the site... I didn;t slip to bad and haven't gained any of the weight back.  That is a good thing at least.  Now I just need to get into the swing of tracking everything again.  Wish me luck everyone.

While I feel good now that I have started adding activity to my day again, I find it frustrating that I am not able to do alot of the exercses in the videos availble here on FitClick.  I know that the healthier I get and the more weight I lose the more capable I willl become.  The problem is the frustration that I can't do it now.  I think that is the most discouraging thing out there, and the main reason that I don't stick to the exercise plans. ...

Well I have finally stareted to exercise again.  I know it is only one day, but I am happy.  I forgot how good it feels to have your muscles be sooo sore.  Hopefully that will be motivation enough to keep me going.

OMG! My husband tells me he is leaving me and moving in with his girlfriend at the end of the month.  We had been seperated, but I always thought it would work itself out.  And what is my response...I go to sonic.  I get a sonic size cheese tot and a route 44 Dr. Pepper.  I know this is the wrong response to the situation, but I just cant help myself.  What am I supposed to do?