January 23, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012 at 3:20 PM filed under Exercise & Fitness postings
So today is going to be a pretty tough day for me,i havent worked out for the past three days and i am regretting not doing anything nothing at all. I stopped becouse i found out my mom was in the hospital, it hurt to know that she was espially with the fact that she lives in new mexico and i live in nevada. i was more angry then ever and so i kinda of gave up on it all. i stopped eating completly and know i still havent ate that much i realize that starving myself isnt the answer to it. But i j...
January 20, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012 at 6:04 PM filed under General postings
Today work out didnt go so very well i tryed to do all of my excercises but i got weak. And know i am felling very tired and i hurt worse then what i did. I dont know if it was becouse of the fact that i cut down eating a lot or if my body is just not ready for me pushing it so hard. And i have been i havent worked out for almost three years and know that i am again i expect my body to be like it was to were i can go and work out all day and feel fine. I hope that there is some a...
January 18, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012 at 6:11 PM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
My body hurts it feels like every muscles is being torn apart everytime i walk or move. Its only my second day and it feel like i have been working out for a full 24 hrs and some. i know that the pain is showing that i am doing something and i feel great when i do feel it. I think that it proves to myself that i am making the right steps and showing all that i am capable of doing it... i know i am not completly overweight but i feel ashamed of how my body looks. I hate trying on clothes in ...