discouraged
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 at 9:57 AM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
feeling so discouraged lately. I have been on a binge almost, of sweets and foods that are not good for me. why do I do this to myself? Ive watched the scale inch a little higher, gained a couple pounds since my last weigh in almost 3 weeks ago. I havent even been on this site since then. I want so badly to be able to enjoy the summer this year and not worry about what cover up I need to take along with us, or what it looks like when i bend over and need to grab something off the ground. (not pretty lol) so it is mid february, and that means there are about 3 to 4 months left. I want to lose 30 pounds, would be happy with 25. that is about 10 pounds a month, so 2 lbs a week. Time to get serious. Ive invested so much money and time in doing it, but havent motivated myself enough I suppose. When will I get that TRUE motivation? what will it take?