I have been diabetic since 1997 and did nothing to manage it. Now, I'm 50 years old, morbidly obese by national standards, my BMI is above 40 and I need to lose 100 lbs. and get my diabetes under control. I don't know how I could let it get so out of control---my weight and the disease. I'm afraid that if I don't do something, I won't be around for my 55th birthday. Also, I have a wonderful, loving husband of 2 years and two beautiful teenage boys whom I homeschool. I'm tired all the time and I look awful!!! I started a physician-suprvised weight loss plan about a month ago but I haven't stuck to it. Despite my health issues, I just can't seem to get motivated and commit to losing the weight. I have to do something. Hopefully, I can find some support and encouragement through this website.