frumpy

  Today is the day I decided I've had enough of hearing how hot I was before kids. Today  I am tired of my kids coming up and playing with my belly fat and saying "look mommie's belly button can talk".  Today I am sick of being too depreseed to go outside and play soccer or football or swing on the monkey bars with my kids.  Today I quit comparing my body to "hot mom" bodies and start getting one myself.
  Today is the day....but the day is now almost over. It is 8:28pm.  I am scared of walking in the dark, but I am also scared that if I don't get up and do it now, i wont do it at all.
  Im going...Im going to walk up and down the same street over and over again for an hour if I have to, just so Im safe, but by God Im getting my workout.
  Today I am motivated....Tomorrow I may need some help.