Looking for the Finish line

Why is it that whenever I start something or try to get back into doing a rountine...I just don't want to do it? I wouldn't just chalk it up to being lazy cause in my head I do really want to do it...but my body is just dragging it's heels....I know once I start it'll get easier but it's the starting that is so hard. I've been putting it off and then trying to reason with myself saying... "okay I'll start at the beginning of the week"...or "I'll start at the being of the next month"....why do I do that to myself? I'm so sick of it! All this time I've spent talking myself out of it I could have been done by now....from now on instead of trying to reason myself out of excerise I think I'm going to reason with myself of why I SHOULD exercise!

~§heena~