Only two more days left of this 100 day challenge. I really can't believe how fast these 100 days have just flown by. I remember when I started. I was extremely broken. I knew I could do this but I didn't know how I was going to do it. The goal seemed so great... At that point I had almost 100 pounds to lose... I felt I was losing my boy friend and I really didn't know how to live without him if I had to..... I also had a bum knee and I felt really alone and unatractive.... but some how that broken person chose to do this challenge.... Some how I chose to carry on and I knew I would have that good future.... I just didn't know how or when.... I remember I could hardly walk a few blocks at a quick pace.... I didn't feel atractive... I could hardly recognize my self..... My chart was not colored in at all...
I have come a long way... No, I did not meet the goal I wanted but that's okay.... and after this challenge I will begin another 100 day challenge.... I would like to lose between 2 and 3 pounds by the end of this one... but even if I don't I really should be proud of my self, and I am....
I will say though, just as a random side note.. .It's been very difficult the last few days... It's been cloudy and that has made me depressed... I do want the weather to clear up.... I've felt like the way I felt during the winter when I was single and got no affection. I don't like that feeling... It's very lonely. I should be happy. I have a great, busy weekend... I've made a lot of progress... I do have to face the facts though. I need affection.... I have not had enough lately......