Laziness go away
Sunday, October 4, 2009 at 11:23 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
My name is Eboni, I am 26 years old. I decided, right now, this very moment was a good time for me to start making a change in my life. I am 5'3" and currently weigh close to 200 pounds, I wear a size 16 or maybe even an 18. I am the biggest I have ever been in my life, and I am not happy with myself.
You see, I have been through a lot of emotionally scarring events in the last 6 years and I just stopped caring about myself. I made really unhealthy choices, and now I am the one fat friend that hangs out with her much skinnier, prettier friends to make herself feel good. I look at myself in the mirror everyday and say to myself, "Look at yourself, why did you let yourself get like this?" I hate my body, I dont feel sexy anymore, I dont feel much of anything anymore. I got really depressed, and have hard time shaking myself of this. But today I make a pledge to myself, NO MORE!
I will no longer feel sorry for myself, I will no longer hate myself and not do anything to change it. I will start exercising, eating right, caring more about myself. So if youre out there, and my story is anything like yours, if you have felt the way I felt, lets make this stand together, lets make a change.
Are you with me?
