what is wrong with me
Sunday, May 16, 2010 at 6:16 PM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
I don;t know what is happening to me. I don't want to gain my weight but I am eating more! I hate myself because of my eating and lack of energy, but I don;t do anything to help myself. My uniforms are getting tighter I'm back in a XL shirt was getting into a medium. I was getting into a size 12 pants and now I'm going to have to buy 16. I worked so hard to lose weight and I do remember when I was 250lbs and hated it!! I hated everything about being that big. I'm still not doing anything about it. Someone giving me a wake up call!! Tell me how you just stopped killing yourself and started helping youself. I usually don't post this type of journal but I do need help.