121 days to the wedding and 45 pounds to go

Well the wedding is officially 121 days away. I've got 45 pounds to go and  Tomorrow is my first day dieting and excersising began last night. My goal is 120 pounds. I want all eyes to be on me on my special day, not because "omg I cant believe she squeezed into that dress!" but because " wow that dress looks amazing on her and she lost so much weight!" I want the fire back in my relationship. I want to look the way I did when we first met, where he couldnt keep his hands off me. I think my biggest obsticle is going to be the eating. I constantly snack. I'm bored, I eat. I'm sad, I eat. I'm happy, I eat. Seeing a pattern? my work keeps me pretty active so its not like Im huge. Just a lil bigger then I want to be. So here it is. The start of my 45 pound loss and 121 days until my big day. I WILL LOOK GREAT!!!