Reinventing me

Today is the first day of my vacation, and I am in the complete mindset of reinventing me.  I am typically a very ambitious person and have always loved the outdoors and exercise.  My pet peeves are laziness, procrastination and disorganization.  I also find it irritating when people focus more of their energy on the negatives instead of the positives.  Why they "can't" do this or "won't" do that, and even support it with lame reasoning.  I guess it makes one feel better to justify their weakness, I don't know.  Well, maybe I do.  Because I would not be starting the beginning of this journey that I am about to embark on, if I did not fall into this same thought process.  What a disappointment, and a slap to my ego.  I am lucky to have a family who has alway's loved and supported me, despite my eccentrics.  I sometimes felt guilty, because I did not feel as if I truly deserved it.  Now is my moment to use them as my inspiration. 
I will change and I will overcome my obstacles.  I will expect more from me because I know me better than anyone else.  I will allow my passion to lead and my courage to keep me strong.  At the end of the day...I will find my smile.