This weekend I looked at myself in pictures, in the mirror, and really everywhere else- and I was disgusted. I used to be a ballet dancer, for goodness sakes. I used to have it all in control, and I looked good back then. Now, I feel bad about myself in most of my clothing. I clothing I wore just a year ago is too tight or fitting at all, and I want to live my life in sweats and shame.
It is time to make a change. it is time for me to feel good about myself again. I am going to lose weight and get and shape and get healthier! I need support in this though, and I feel like my roommates and family are not the people to do it. They are usually either skeptical or too intense for me and I get intimidated. I am hoping to find a support buddy on this sight.
My first goal: Find a Support Buddy.
My Next Goal: Re-start every day workouts.
Here we go!! :)
